Thursday, October 08, 2009
Its not what you leave behind.
Its what you will gain ahead.
my Boy is now a grown up Man.
He is out there, preparing to protect the country.
Protect us.
Protect ME.
Life can never be the same again. (atleast for the next 2 years)
We grow up. We move on.
I dont want to sound emotional.
But you have got to understand, for the past 3 years, I can see him anytime I want.
I see him 3-4 times a week.
We sms every now and then. We hear each others' voice on the phone whenever we want to.
When I say life can never be the same again, its because
now (for the next 2years) I cant see him anytime I want. Meet him 3-4 times a week.
Receive his sms that often and hear his voice anytime I want.
I now he can survive through BMT. No worries.
Yes, its definitely not easy.
No more air-con.
No more gaming.
No more 2am-11am sleep time.
Simple as it is: NO MORE FREEDOM.
But if others can do it, so can Pang Wei Yiao.
If all other girlfriends can survive through these 2 year,
so can I.
I know its not easy for now, but I promise I will get used to it soon.
I MISS YOU MY DEAR.
the first night is always the toughest.
Applies to both me and you. But lets work hard together.
Jia you!
Most of the time, we learn to treasure
only when its gone.
I totally agree with it now.
In the past, I took him too much for granted.
I never for once realise, one day, I might not be able
to see and hear from him as and when I like.
Now, I will treasure every moment, every sec we meet
and every sms/phone calls I receive.
Every single one them is a gift from above.
161009, some time at night. Counting down.
181009 back to camp and straight 2 weeks bye-bye confinement week.
Some days around 23 oct, field trip. 6 days of TOTAL lost contact period.
How can I...
091209. I await this day where you can finally bid goodbye to Tekong. POP!
2 months cannot be that long, right?