Friday, October 09, 2009
Call me god.
I missed three days of work and still managed to
finish what is suppose to be done in these three days
in FIVE hours.
Call me god.
Anyway, am still missing my "Man".
he messaged me twice.
At 5:21am this morning and 1:19pm this afternoon.
Was really really glad. Thank god for giving me the chance to receive his message.
Totally brighten up my mood for that 2-3 mintues.
Today is friday.
My FIRST friday in the past 3 years, not meeting him.
YES. EVERY FRIDAY ever since 28 Aug 2006, I meet up with him.
Never fail. But no more. (Well, maybe we did skip a few. Haha. But we were quick enough to make it up the very next day - Sat.)
No more ringing him from my work station, asking him "Have u reach?"
No more dressing up for this happy friday, anticipating to have yet another date with him.
No more messaging him to discuss where to go later after work.
Friday means nothing much to me today.
Well, am looking forward to next friday though.
Cause he's coming out for the PH.
And lets just hope he gets to book out every friday night.
Atleast this way, friday still mean something to me.
I wonder how is he doing.
Can cope?
1030pm sleep, 530am wake.
When was the last time he did that.
Lets see... NEVER.
I bet it will take quite some time for him to adjust to this godly sleeping hours.
Heard from him that when he went for medical check up a year ago,
his waist was 35inch. and now, he slim down to 29inch.
Result in having a loose uniform, and thus received scoldings.
Wonder is everything ok.
Can take the tough training?
Anymore scolding?
Ok with the sleeping hours and food?
Ok with his bunk mates? (He was quite envy when he realised 2 of his friends were in another bunk, together)
Well, concern and company are probably all he needs to get through this tough period of NS (or maybe just these 2 months in Tekong).
Seems like my day revolve around waiting for his call and smses.
My HP cannot be out of my sight.
For fear that I might miss any calls or smses from him.
How pathetic right. Haha.
Just when I thought I would never be able to receive any Good Night messages from him anymore, he messaged me ytd before he sleep.
But I missed the golden chance to reply cause by the time I replied, its 3 mintues later and he has alr shut off his phone.
Thats how crucial time is.
So I would try my best not to let my HP be out of sight.
But never mind, I would still sms him.
And he can read it when he has time to switch on his phone.
I hope my messages can bring him hope and strength to survive through this tough period of adapting to NS life.
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