Thursday, June 25, 2009
I used to stare into Mars while on my way to work on the train
The only thing I would do is to stuck the ear pieces into my ears, wind the volume to full blast and start thinking how my life sucks
BUT IT’S DIFFERENT NOW!!!
Ever since I lay my eyes on it, I knew the journey will be different
Guess what.
Alright, if u know me well enough, you would probably not get it right.
Hahahaha.
Sounds weird cause it normally goes “if u know me well enough, you would get it right”
Ok lar, let me tell you…
I’m reading~!!!
Not magazine. BOOK!!!
I can totally count using my fingers (mind you, from only the left hand), the number of books I’ve read
1st. Harry Potter part 2 (I don’t even remember the full title)
2nd. House of sixty fathers (its my Lit text book)
3rd. Singapore Changi Prison (damn. Totally love this book. Read it thrice. Since u won’t be able to experience it, and probably wont want to experience it, u should read about it)
4th. I forgot the title but its published by the local Police Force, explaining how they crack all sorts of cases like murder or illegal drug transaction etc (very very interesting!!!!!!!!!!! go search for it in the national library!!!!!)
5th. Well, its this book I’m hooked onto now
(yea, so happy I can finally proceed the counts using fingers from my right hand after so many years)
Its call “What are you afraid of?”
Its short stories about phobias
(I guess my concentration and attention is only long enough for such short stories)
What are phobias?
To me, you can name certain fear "phobia" when u simply CANNOT explain why u’re so damn afraid of it.
I have lots of fear.
I’m afraid of cats, lizards, darkness, loneliness and the list goes on…
In the book, the author mentioned phobia for very very weird things which u probably wont understand why people are afraid of it
Like example: phobia for opening the door, phobia for concrete, phobia for strings, phobia for knifes and phobia for CATS!! (I guess that’s me)
In the chapter of phobia for cats, the author mentioned that she cant understand why would anyone be afraid of an ordinary house cat.
Well, if you hope to see an explanation here, sorry I’m so gonna disappoint you.
Cause I cant explain it as well. Its just unexplainable fear. So I name it phobia.
Do you have any phobia for anything? How do u go about conquering/overcoming the phobia?