Friday, April 17, 2009
FARK
FCUK
FART
FAUT
the FIRST ting I open my eyes this morn
Father said 'how come u can eryday go out when ur frens alr working?'
He cont saying 'I can see u're not very serious in looking for jobs'
I remained cool and explained 'I send many resume out a day but no one call back wat can I do?'
Finally when he has nothing to say, he reply this 'dont tell me so much lar. I very busy. not interested to hear'
WTH
since u're not interested then why are u asking in the first place
WHY WHY WHY
in my family
as long as u're jobless
people look down on u
mock at u
or say nasty things about u
yes! I mean it
dont tell me the crap that
'no lar!~ they are ur parents, they wont do this to u'
FCUK!
to hell
they dont even care what job it is
they are more than just glad to see me
cleaning toilets or collect rubbish
its not that I look down on this jobs
but this jobs are not for me!
everyone has their requirement when looking for jobs right?
for me, its NO retail hours
issit really that hard nowadays?
PLEASE!
give me a job
so that I can have my pride back
and lift up my head in this family
yes, I do feel useless
being jobless and not being able to generate income
but I really really did send out alot alot of resume
I tried hard
no one can say I never try
PLEASE
if he cant seem to appreciate my effort
the very least he can do is SHUT UP
and keep those nasty comments to himself
after all, what nuts does he knows about the outside world now
no one knows
cause no one in my family is holding onto a bloody diploma cert and looking for a
job now!
since u're not in my position, means u cant fully understand my situation
so PLEASE SHUT UP
I wont give up
I will show to them
I CAN FIND BLOODY JOB!