Tuesday, June 24, 2008
23 06 08
class bbq at east coast park
was fun
looking forward to the next class outing
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belated taiwan photo
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sometimes random tots just run thru my mind
how will u feel if after u've put in so much effort
yet u fail to get what u want
y issit that i dont seem to be anywhere close
maybe becos i dun have the money
or maybe becos i dun have the time
or just maybe becos
they have so much in common that
its really difficult for me to be one of them
issit really that hard after all?
y do some people make it appear so easy
so effortless
yet i've to put in 101% of my effort
and still gets nothing
why?
i dun udst.
it just doesnt feel good
yes. i appear to be one of them
but its just more than meet the eyes
i'm always on the surface
not able to go in deeper
why?
just as i was thinking why why why
it occurs to me that
maybe, just maybe
it takes two hands to clap
when all i'm thinking is what have i not done better,
why din i tot of this
why cant they open up more to me
why cant they tell me what they are sharing
why cant they just treat me like one of them
why cant they give me a chance,
and tell me what they always tell each other
i've alr done all that can be done
i think the rest is up to them
well, i dont blame them
after all its donkey years VS just reached