Saturday, February 02, 2008
I think i'm one lucky girl
who has to be an unlucky bitch sometime
but most of the time, i'm fortunate
i have a lovely boyfriend
sometime, i just want to doll myself up
especially on fridays
so today is a friday PLUS the end of exam
so i wore my fav tshirt
and step into town happily
decide to fill our tummy
by pepper lunching
as usual, i had my share of cut steak set
with lots n lots of the
wat honey gravy overflowing the entire hotplate
happily, i flip the beef over
and there it goes
disaster!
i got drops of gravy on my WHITE tshirt
right in the middle of my tshirt
how the hell can i hide it
i was damn frustrate
at myself
but wat can i do
slap myself? or start scolding the person i see in the mirror?
so naturally, i scolded the person in front of me
none other than Mr Boyfriend
i said 'its all ur fault. who ask u want to eat pepper lunch'
boyfriend said 'my fault?!'
i kept quiet
yes. i admit. i can be quite unreasonable at time
but but but
when u're angry with urself
u just wish to push all blame to others
so that u can have someone to scold
and vent ur anger
nono.
i'm not venting my anger on him
i just wan to let it out
so i was sad.
having to walk ard town wif a tshirt
designed with gravy
wanted to buy someting to change into
went into Mango, Zara, Fred Perry
nth good.
so i pull a long long face
and lovely darling
bought this for me
as my birthday gift
and someting for me to change into
to cheer me up
i said i've a good boyfriend not bcos he buy tings for me
cos he never fail
to take good care of me
and give in to me
thou he no longer offer to hold my bag
doesnt hug me when i'm cold
but he holds the umbrella slanted
to shelter me from the rain while he is all drench
he would give in to me
no matter how unreasonable i am
he would apologize even if its not his fault
as long as i wanted him to
just to make me happy
i just have to appear slightly unhappy
or try to struggle away from him
and he would give in immediately
cos he said, he dun wan to see me angry
maybe his just afraid of me
i dont know
*shrug*
lol
no matter wat.
i love Mr Boyfriend
i would never bully him
and i never once did
i just enjoy being pampered
i promise.
when everything allows
i would repay him double the
kindness, love and care
he is showering on me now
i wanna cook him delicious meal when his hungry
take care of him when his ill
make him happy when his down
help him massage when his feeling stress
buy him nice stuff when i've extra to spend
etc etc etc