Tuesday, August 07, 2007
life have never been harder.
well. actually.
its always dis way when the exam dates get nearer
dis is jus one of the minor prob
since i've been studying well
and scoring well for all my CA(s).
i suppose its not a prob dis time round.
i duno wat went wrong wif ******.
u noe. its tired to lead a life
whereby u have to guess ery min ery sec
wat horrible tings are gonna happen the nxt moment
like i step on his/her toe.
my life is plain boring.
eryday i meet the same ppl
do the same ting
my life is sooo repeated and expected
colorless.
not like some.
so colourful. so busy. so full of excitment and surprises.
i wanan do sth. achieve sth. take part in sth.
but well,
probably i lack the courage, the chance and the luck.
to meet such opportunity.
and $$$$$$$$$$$
i've always wanted to work part time
but im lazy
yes. i admit. i am lazy
erytime a job opportunity knock on my door
i would reject it with tons of excuses
while all my frens
yes, ALL
all of my frens are damn hardworking
working part time
after sch, during holi, on public holi
im lying ard at hme
or make plans eryday to go out.
isnt dis bad.
my bank amt is as little as.....
i dont know. watever.
i wish i can just depend on him
only to realise that, dis is not the solution
its possible to stretch out my hand
ask for money
and go happily shop wif my frens. rite?
dis is just not right.
and he isnt tt rich too.
I wan a romantic r/s
one that ery girl would envy
one that ery girl wish to have
yes. impractical yet desired.
aiya.
whatever.
i dont noe how to explain wat im feeling inside.
its a sense of.... of....
maybe eryone shld udst.
its both parties' job to come up with new ideas
to spice up a r/s
not allowing it to gather dust once u tink its stable
well, as i've said
'u TINK its stable'
it doenst mean once u're married
u need not dress up
come on. who dont wan to see sth pleasant to the eyes.
anyway, dis is not my point
what i'm saying is
spice up ur r/s
treat eryday as the honeymoon period
dis is very impt
TREAT EVERYDAY AS THE HONEYMOON PERIOD!