Tuesday, June 26, 2007

INDEPENDENCE

I am getting more independent
and more independent
and more independent
day by day

in the past,
i couldnt have make it not meeting
my boyfriend for even one day
i have to
by hook or by crook,
meet him every single day

in the past,
i would went off halfway thru an outing with friends
to meet him
simply cos i have to meet him everyday u see

in the past,
i have the urge to sms or call him
every 30mins or so

i'm so damn dependent on my boyfriend
whenever i feel like going out
i would approach him
whenever i feel like having lunch wif someone
i would approach him
whenever i feel alone
i would approach him

everyday, its jus about
boyfriend boyfriend boyfriend

BUT NOW.
i've become more independent

in the sense that,
i can make do without him
for some days

i'm able to not contact him
and do so only when necessary
like when i miss him =)

going out with friends
means to stick with them
for as long as possible

i noe life is not all about boyfriend
its oso about friends
lunch? chatting?
friends are oso a choice.
yea, friends?

=)

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