Thursday, July 20, 2006
Its not easy for me to made this decision.
For the first time, I gave up.
I hate to do this.
For I dont give up easily.
But I dont seem to have any other choice.
After all, I brought this all upon myself.
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He is a good guy.
Whoever gets to be with him in the near future will be a very lucky n happy little girl.
I'm sure of this.
Maybe I'm just not that fortunate.
**shrug my shoulder**
He din hurt me.
He din dump me.
He just wanted to hold on to it first.
He is tired. He is stress.
He is busy.
And I guess his feelings are probably fading as well.
Then, I decided its time to let him go.
Atleast, he spared a thought for my feelings.
Atleast, he apologized.
I dont blame him.
I really dont.
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Friends who care for me, please dont worry.
I'm fine.
I'll be fine.
Just give me a pat on my shoulder when u see me.
To let me know there are still people out there who love n care for me.
After all, someone once told me,
'Do smile. For u never noe, ur smile might brighten up a person's day.'
[[ smile ]]
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Now Tell Me Why
Why Are We Still Friends
When Everything Says We Should Be More Than We Are
And Tell Me Why Every Time I Find Someone That I Like
We Always End Up Just Being Friends
When Will This End
If I'm Always Scared I'll Lose You Anyway
Somehow Somewhere I've Got To Choose
No Matter If It's Win Or Lose
If I Told You That I Wanna Be In Your Life
Then You Could Be The Man In Mine
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