Monday, May 15, 2006
i tink i'm starting to get the picture now.
im over sensitive n i tend to 'think too much'.
to other people, it might be nth.
but to me, i might make up alot of stories n choose to blive wat i tink if right, is the fact.
i allow my imagination to run wild.
but most of the time, the fact is not like wat i expected or thought it wil be.
i always blame people for hurting me or giving me false hope.
but come to tink of it now, it seems like it ME hu is hurting myself.
no one ask me to tink dis way.
no one ask me to make up story.
is i ownself 'think too much'.
i tend to make up story, to assume, to thought.
a wave. and i will think. think.
a smile. and i will think. think.
a stare. and i will think. think.
a word. and i will think. think.
over sensitive + 'think too much' = pain.
dis is the formula.
so girls, dun follow my footsteps.
no matter wat, control.
control ur mind.
dun 'think too much'.
always try to tell urself, 'no no no. he is just being friendly.'
this way, if the fact is a cruel one, u won't be hurt that bad.
make things easier to udst,
dun fall deep into anything b4 u got the real information.
eg, dun rush into buyin a few thousand bucks de piano unless u're sure u love playin piano and is not jus a '3 mintue heat'.
something lidat.
get my point?