Wednesday, June 30, 2004
wah~ ytd nite almost whole spore black out, electric cut leh..i was brushin my teeth half way den no light..stil tot is sis playin a fool..rush out scoldin ppl..oni to find out tt yuan lai is electric cut..lolz..veri fun experience indeed..15yrs lai 1st time cum across this kinda tin..no electricity means no light, no air-con..we lit candles..den weather alrdy so hot le..lit candle even hotter la..no choice lo..bring candle in2 toilet to bath..lolz..candle realy veri gd leh..can lit almos the whole room..som more, oni until ytd den i fully appreciate the moonlight..veri nice, veri smooth n veri bright leh..thank you Moon~ =p
today veri sad ar..jw wanted to brk wif me..say somtin like i cant change my over-frenly self while he'll keep on being jealous..den say our character veri not alike, dun click..say he veri tired le, wana end all this..tt time my mind was blank..feelin veri giddy, like wana faint le..cant control myself n i cried..i duno wat to do, wat to say..oni noe how to cry..so useless..luckily got emily, niko n lynn by my side..encourage me to tell jw how i feel, say wat i wana say..oh ya, cannot 4get, kok yan oso helped me alot..hey, any one of u guys if got to read this, i wld like to thank ur 4 helpin me..n sorry 4 wasting alot of ur time..
now we ok le..hope all this tin can cum to an end..i treasure him, treasure our relationship..i wil do anytin to change 4 him..change in2 som1 beta..keep changin..change until he man yi..i haf no regrets.....