Friday, June 04, 2004
today is oso a veri sainz n down day..wake up rather early cos can't realy zz..after wakin up, cor lynn n jesmi to jio them out..dun1 2 stay at hme..aft wat happened the day b4, feelin veri veri dwn..do wat oso no mood..actually wana cor lynn n jes out, hoping tt by walkin, shoppin, can cheer myself up but hu noes, we nowhere to go..end up being more sainz..went to jp den saw weihong, derreck n kok yan so sit dwn to chat wif them..today jw not wif me cos he went to his frenz' chalet..wil b leavin 4 Batam tml morn n coming back on sunday evening..tin earliest oso nxt tue den can c him le..missed him alot..weihong dey all oso say i missed him like crazy..duno y, keep havin the feelin tt he dun luv me as much as b4 le..mayb is i tin too much le..mayb is my 6 sense working again?!..i duno..realy veri lost lo..hey YOU, readin my blog, can tell me wat to do???...haiz..hopefully by the time i come back frm Batam n sees him again, this sickening feeling wil b gone & erytin wil b back to how it used to be.........
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