Thursday, December 31, 2009
RECAP YEAR 2009
Jan:
Busy with poly's final year project.
Struggling with Business Development module project.
Feb:
End my last day of poly life.
March:
FIRST ever oversea trip with friends.
(went Genting with polymates)
second oversea trip with the same group of friends.
to Cruise, met sis and coll on board. went snorkeling together. best experience!)
April:
Start to face the cruel reality of looking for jobs.
(had a hard time doing so with Qiu)
May:
Finally started working at IAL.
(11th May)
Attended Singapore Poly's graduation.
(excited and touched)
June: -
July:
Transferred department
(from PDS-IAL to TS-IAL. I'll never ever regret this decision!)
Aug: -
Sep: -
Oct:
The day boyf weiyiao finally became a MAN
(made his first step into Tekong on 8th Oct)
Nov: -
Dec:
Thailand trip with papa's side relatives.
(Fell terribly sick. Vomited 4-5times on the 3rd day of our trip)
THE VERY BIG DAY! Sis's "THIS IS IT" wedding
(13th Dec. TOTALLY lost my voice on that day. Suffering from aftermath voice-lose effect up till today!)
Boyf weiyiao POP from Tekong, followed by 10+ days of leaves.
(and I missed the parade cause he only got two tickets)
Boyf weiyiao received his posting
(Khatib camp for the rest of his NS life)
Thursday, October 22, 2009
If missing you is suppose to be part of my life
then I would say my life is complete.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
I'm just afraid of changes
I used to mock at them too
But now I fully understand how they feel
For those who din went through it,
JUST SHUT UP
Its not pain
Its not sadness
Its just the hatred of changes
Like that also cannot ah?!
Friday, October 09, 2009
Call me god.
I missed three days of work and still managed to
finish what is suppose to be done in these three days
in FIVE hours.
Call me god.
Anyway, am still missing my "Man".
he messaged me twice.
At 5:21am this morning and 1:19pm this afternoon.
Was really really glad. Thank god for giving me the chance to receive his message.
Totally brighten up my mood for that 2-3 mintues.
Today is friday.
My FIRST friday in the past 3 years, not meeting him.
YES. EVERY FRIDAY ever since 28 Aug 2006, I meet up with him.
Never fail. But no more. (Well, maybe we did skip a few. Haha. But we were quick enough to make it up the very next day - Sat.)
No more ringing him from my work station, asking him "Have u reach?"
No more dressing up for this happy friday, anticipating to have yet another date with him.
No more messaging him to discuss where to go later after work.
Friday means nothing much to me today.
Well, am looking forward to next friday though.
Cause he's coming out for the PH.
And lets just hope he gets to book out every friday night.
Atleast this way, friday still mean something to me.
I wonder how is he doing.
Can cope?
1030pm sleep, 530am wake.
When was the last time he did that.
Lets see... NEVER.
I bet it will take quite some time for him to adjust to this godly sleeping hours.
Heard from him that when he went for medical check up a year ago,
his waist was 35inch. and now, he slim down to 29inch.
Result in having a loose uniform, and thus received scoldings.
Wonder is everything ok.
Can take the tough training?
Anymore scolding?
Ok with the sleeping hours and food?
Ok with his bunk mates? (He was quite envy when he realised 2 of his friends were in another bunk, together)
Well, concern and company are probably all he needs to get through this tough period of NS (or maybe just these 2 months in Tekong).
Seems like my day revolve around waiting for his call and smses.
My HP cannot be out of my sight.
For fear that I might miss any calls or smses from him.
How pathetic right. Haha.
Just when I thought I would never be able to receive any Good Night messages from him anymore, he messaged me ytd before he sleep.
But I missed the golden chance to reply cause by the time I replied, its 3 mintues later and he has alr shut off his phone.
Thats how crucial time is.
So I would try my best not to let my HP be out of sight.
But never mind, I would still sms him.
And he can read it when he has time to switch on his phone.
I hope my messages can bring him hope and strength to survive through this tough period of adapting to NS life.
............................................
Thursday, October 08, 2009
Its not what you leave behind.
Its what you will gain ahead.
my Boy is now a grown up Man.
He is out there, preparing to protect the country.
Protect us.
Protect ME.
Life can never be the same again. (atleast for the next 2 years)
We grow up. We move on.
I dont want to sound emotional.
But you have got to understand, for the past 3 years, I can see him anytime I want.
I see him 3-4 times a week.
We sms every now and then. We hear each others' voice on the phone whenever we want to.
When I say life can never be the same again, its because
now (for the next 2years) I cant see him anytime I want. Meet him 3-4 times a week.
Receive his sms that often and hear his voice anytime I want.
I now he can survive through BMT. No worries.
Yes, its definitely not easy.
No more air-con.
No more gaming.
No more 2am-11am sleep time.
Simple as it is: NO MORE FREEDOM.
But if others can do it, so can Pang Wei Yiao.
If all other girlfriends can survive through these 2 year,
so can I.
I know its not easy for now, but I promise I will get used to it soon.
I MISS YOU MY DEAR.
the first night is always the toughest.
Applies to both me and you. But lets work hard together.
Jia you!
Most of the time, we learn to treasure
only when its gone.
I totally agree with it now.
In the past, I took him too much for granted.
I never for once realise, one day, I might not be able
to see and hear from him as and when I like.
Now, I will treasure every moment, every sec we meet
and every sms/phone calls I receive.
Every single one them is a gift from above.
161009, some time at night. Counting down.
181009 back to camp and straight 2 weeks bye-bye confinement week.
Some days around 23 oct, field trip. 6 days of TOTAL lost contact period.
How can I...
091209. I await this day where you can finally bid goodbye to Tekong. POP!
2 months cannot be that long, right?
Thursday, October 01, 2009
Fifth Avenue is BACK!
With a stronger collection this time round.
9th Collection - 1 Oct
www.5ave.blogspot.com
Collection includes fashion as seen on Japan Magazines!
And from her other collections:
www.5ave.blogspot.com
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
All I need to know is that you're safe
I'm not a control freak
I'm only concern
Too much?
Hoping that I know every single details
Hoping I'm aware of your whereabouts
Don't tell me you understand
Cause if you do, why ain't you showing it
Don't tell me you're sorry
Cause if you are, why ain't no improvement
Is it that difficult
Just a few buttons away
Few minutes to spare the pain
Is it that hard
Or cause it never came across your mind at all
When I look at them, I know they just want to be together
Be it in the crowd or just them both
But for me?
Feeling so damn insecure
No affections, no passions.
I'm so tired of having to guess your emotions
I'm tired of always being the one to take initiatives
When all you need is strength, you would somehow, one day, used them up
I don't understand. Just don't understand
I ponder and wonder
Years after years